The ‘I-Didn’t-Commit-Suicide’ Party

The time has arrived, the party is scheduled, and I am in LOVE with being alive.

To all of you who have supported me through my darkest times, thank you so very much.  I have already done so much healing that I cannot foresee ever being in such a dark place again.  I am too much stronger, too much of my fierce self to not be able to hold on to the beautiful things I enjoy about being alive.  Hard times will come and go, but as I continue to reclaim myself and become more and more whole, I think they will matter less and less.  I have survived extraordinary suffering.  Nothing will ever be as terrible as what I’ve already lived through, and now that I am better able to experience the many wondrous things in my life (that have always been there!), there is simply no question…I want to LIVE.

With all of my being, THANK YOU.  Words could never encompass the depth of my gratitude.